If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I...– Vargus, Archie’s Final Project (via cosmofilius)
What's wrong with me?
Hot Wet Infuriating Tease Taunt Titilating Rubbing Touching Grinding Mounting Fucking Fucking FUCKING Nothing…
I think I’ve figured it out. For a long time now, My world has consisted of nothing but you. When I thought I lost you, I thought I’d lost my world. I have to fill my life with more. Life. Love is only a part of life. There’s friends and family, There’s personal interest, There’s health, There’s money. For a long time now, Everything has been done...
Well it's really hard to come to terms with the...
Everything happens for a reason.
Please let me know when you’re ready to talk. There are some things that need to be cleared up. I refuse to let it end this way. Let’s be rational.
Living in a dream state is the worst thing in the world. Nothing is real. You don’t think about repercussion of actions. You don’t think. You just do. You act. Because you’re not experiencing real life. The world is your stage, But you are only acting. No control over the lines you say. Things just happen, As though those things were predetermined. Impulsive,...
I wanna own and live in a warehouse but it won't...
somegirlsmusings asked: I lent you that book "The Defining Decade" and why your 20's are so important. READ IT! It will give you some perspective and make you see why being ambitious and achieving something is much better for you than underemployment and doing something because it's easy. Where's the challenge in that? <3
I think I’ll just quit uni, I think I’ll earn an average wage, I think I’ll be happy being free, I think I’ll be happy living simple.
My thoughts on Love
For me love is a choice. Every relationship has a cycle. Right? First we are infatuated. A feeling beyond our control. Thoughts consumed by this single entity. Anticipation. But then these euphoric feelings fade. But you are left with memories. Memories of pure joy and satisfaction. Contentment. But you will never feel those same feelings with the same person. No matter how hard you...
Gone on hiatus
I’d love to know the relationship between mood and music. Why do we listen to certain types of music in the context of various moods? Why do we love one song one day? But detest it the next? And vice versa. Why do we have the capacity to sit and listen to a song when somebody mentions it? But on some days, we simply can’t be fucked? Does it cross our mind and we actively ignore...
FUCK EVERYTHING AND FUCK EVERYONE I’M GOING TO BECOME RICH AND SUCCESSFUL AND I WILL RAISE A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY WHO HAS THEIR UPS AND THEIR DOWNS BECAUSE EVERYBODY IS DIFFERENT AND THAT’S JUST THE WAY THINGS ARE AND THAT’S THE WAY THINGS WILL BE FOREVER AND EVER AND THAT’S SIMPLY NOT SOMETHING THAT WILL CHANGE. EVERYBODY IS DIFFERENT. EVERYBODY IS DIFFERENT. FUCK. SWEET FUCK.
I don’t feel like sleeping. I know I should get some rest, but I just don’t feel like it. I don’t feel tired. I just want to be awake, but now that I’m awake, I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to sleep. But I think now I will.
I think I liked myself better when I actually thought I didn’t judge people. I really do. I try my best not to, but I really do. All the time.
Intensity density; nonsensical immensity and silly...
Moments ago I was plagued by these demons, But a kiss from you to rid me of this curse. Free from thought, I’m a happy man once more.
I WANT KIDS SO I CAN DRESS THEM UP STUPID AND TAKE...