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"If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can..."

Fri, 17 May 2013 12:16:54 +1000

“If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn’t mean you got to stop living.”

- Vargus, Archie’s Final Project (via cosmofilius)

I want you.

Thu, 16 May 2013 17:43:49 +1000

I want you.

fckyeahundergroundhiphop: Bruce Lee had me up to three miles...

Wed, 15 May 2013 17:22:03 +1000

fckyeahundergroundhiphop:

Bruce Lee had me up to three miles a day, really at a good pace. We’d run the three miles in twenty-one or twenty-two minutes. Just under eight minutes a mile [Note: when running on his own in 1968, Lee would get his time down to six-and-a half minutes per mile]. So this morning he said to me “We’re going to go five.” I said, “Bruce, I can’t go five. I’m a helluva lot older than you are, and I can’t do five.” He said, “When we get to three, we’ll shift gears and it’s only two more and you’ll do it.” I said “Okay, hell, I’ll go for it.” So we get to three, we go into the fourth mile and I’m okay for three or four minutes, and then I really begin to give out. I’m tired, my heart’s pounding, I can’t go any more and so I say to him, “Bruce if I run any more,” –and we’re still running-”if I run any more I’m liable to have a heart attack and die.” He said, “Then die.” It made me so mad that I went the full five miles. Afterward I went to the shower and then I wanted to talk to him about it. I said, you know, “Why did you say that?” He said, “Because you might as well be dead. Seriously, if you always put limits on what you can do, physical or anything else, it’ll spread over into the rest of your life. It’ll spread into your work, into your morality, into your entire being. There are no limits. There are plateaus, but you must not stay there, you must go beyond them. If it kills you, it kills you. A man must constantly exceed his level.”

The man

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Sat, 11 May 2013 16:43:21 +1000

What's wrong with me?

Fri, 10 May 2013 22:58:24 +1000

Tonight

Fri, 10 May 2013 00:48:00 +1000

Hot

Wet

Infuriating

Tease

Taunt

Titilating

Rubbing

Touching

Grinding

Mounting

~~Fucking~~

~~FUCKING~~

Nothing…

Soz

Sun, 05 May 2013 20:51:11 +1000

Soz

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Fri, 03 May 2013 10:01:27 +1000

I think I’ve figured it out. For a long time now, My world has consisted of nothing but...

Thu, 02 May 2013 14:28:17 +1000

I think I’ve figured it out.

For a long time now,

My world has consisted of nothing but you.

When I thought I lost you,

I thought I’d lost my world.

I have to fill my life with more.

Life.

Love is only a part of life.

There’s friends and family,

There’s personal interest,

There’s health,

There’s money.

For a long time now,

Everything has been done for me.

Everything has been made easy for me.

I need to prepare myself for the future.

I need to become more independent.

Tea Ceremony

Wed, 01 May 2013 21:56:37 +1000

bestiary:

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Wed, 01 May 2013 21:55:52 +1000

Well it's really hard to come to terms with the fact that I have depression...

Wed, 01 May 2013 16:43:26 +1000

Everything happens for a reason.

Wed, 01 May 2013 00:16:08 +1000

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Tue, 30 Apr 2013 10:14:53 +1000

the-beauty-of-words-blog: Words #437

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 22:11:16 +1000

the-beauty-of-words-blog:

Words #437

We walk around with our own stories. We judge others around...

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 18:24:39 +1000

We walk around with our own stories.

We judge others around us.

We don’t know them.

They don’t know us.

Please let me know when you’re ready to talk. There are some things that need to be cleared...

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 17:00:31 +1000

Please let me know when you’re ready to talk.

There are some things that need to be cleared up.

I refuse to let it end this way.

Let’s be rational.

Living in a dream state is the worst thing in the world. Nothing is real. You don’t think...

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 10:30:59 +1000

Living in a dream state is the worst thing in the world.
Nothing is real.
You don’t think about repercussion of actions.
You don’t think.
You just do.
You act.
Because you’re not experiencing real life.
The world is your stage,
But you are only acting.
No control over the lines you say.
Things just happen,
As though those things were predetermined.
Impulsive,
Destructive.
You’re not sure why.
Nothing matters.
A zombie.
Glazed over,
Faceless void,
On a self destructive path to
Nowhere.
And at the same time,
Somewhere,
Like a puppet,
And something needs to break your strings,
So you can be free.
A trauma,
An experience.
An altered state turned back into reality.
I’m now in a world unknown to me.
I’ve awoken from a coma.
I’ve lost a part of me.
An important part.
Where there is deep love,
There is deep pain.
Yin and Yang.
It’s part of being human.
Mistakes are made for a reason,
Because there was no caution,
Or there was a lack of knowledge,
In either case we learn from experience.
I’ve learned a valuable lesson.
Don’t stop being yourself.
Don’t let your heart strings be pulled by anyone but yourself.
But it’s hard recognising your state of mind.
We believe the things we think until they are otherwise clarified.
In some cases we search for clarification,
In others they are presented to us.
Sometimes we miss the signs,
We travel too far in the wrong direction.
This happened to me.
But there no need for tears,
Because there is no point in crying.

Nobody ever have kids with me

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 23:54:19 +1000

Nobody ever have kids with me

tastefulsin: Antoine d’Agata

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 22:21:38 +1000

tastefulsin:

Antoine d’Agata